Killer

Evil, evil enemy

I know you’re killing me

Your poison fills my body

Intoxicating my reality

 

Illusions of freedom

Hallucinations, ecstasy

You kidnap me from reality

Not really, I go willingly

 

You’re a seductress

A Delilah of the modern day

Stripping power in a different way

I let you in, I let you destroy

 

Creative silent murderer

Crafty snake that slithers

Into the very soul of me

I’m no longer free

 

My body aches for you

My thoughts are filled with you

I know you’re killing me

I want you

 

Morning comes

I open my eyes

Reality is slightly restored

Now I want you some more

You’re taken me breath by breath

I cannot hear my heartbeat

I cannot find my mind

I cannot see, I’m blind

 

I’m trying to defend myself

I’m trying to fight back

I am so weak

Will you set me free?

 

Will this carry on for eternity?

Let me breathe killer

Let me go

I don’t want you anymore

 

I give in again

The poisons fill my veins

I feel no more pain

The struggle has come to an end

 

You win evil enemy

I am dead inside

You are my only lifeline

I’m defeated, why won’t you let me die?

 

You want my freedom

You want me under your control

I’m a slave to you

Inside me the battle continues

 

I pray that a day will come

When the poison will not only numb

I will be gone

I will be free

 

Until that day

I’ll be your slave

Hoping to find an escape

Poison me again, take away this pain.